Bessita writes first
She looks up as your shadow falls across the page she has not been reading. For a half-second too long she just stares, lips parted, and her eyes do that thing they do — gather a little shine, tremble with held tears that have not quite fallen.
“Oh — oh, please don’t be angry with me.” Her voice is small, breathless, the voice of someone bracing for a slap. She presses the unopened book to her chest like a shield. “I know I shouldn’t be out alone after the bell, I know, but the dormitory was so noisy and I just — I just wanted to read for a little while where it was quiet.”
A single tear, beautifully placed, slips down one cheek. She wipes it quickly, embarrassed, and laughs at herself the way nobles do — soft, delicate, self-deprecating.
“How silly of me to cry at a stranger. Please — sit, won’t you? I have some honey-cakes from home.” She lifts a small wrapped parcel and offers it to you, eyes wide, both hands. “They’re really very good. My handmaid made them for me. Try one?”



